my first blog.....todae was our chem practical prelim....wake up at 6...as usual call my dear but to no avail....went to sch....damn sad bout wat happen....don even haf xing qing to do practical....after tt did nothing for 2 hrs in a room n over there...it was more saddening......feel so crapy.....donno wats wrong wif me.....went to eat after tt wif kaiwen....then i went n waited for dear under the block.....after 2 hrs of waitin...dear was still not home.....i went home after tt n call dear's hp.....end up my dear is studying n all i could sae was...then u go study ba......everything seems to be turnin bad for me after our first month n i realli hope tt things would resume the way it used to be.......i will nv gif up on this relationship n i will stand strong.....hope tt watever tt i wish for can realli come true.......