back to update my blog....its been bout more then one week....lots of things happen and although its been bout more then a week....i still feel the same sadness....but its slowly goin awae...n its not tt powerful....i still think of u....but not to the extend of feelin veri sad n hurt....but sumtimes i would feel veri dejected n would feel like not doin anything but stare to the blank.....its become a part of my life....anywae....the friends arnd me r hlpin in taking awae the pain n sorrow in me....but at times when i'm alone....the thing still comes back to haunt me....todae had the don feel like doin anything feelin again....then i juz try to slp in class but it was unsuccessful....mrs thai came over n asked me y am i so tired n i could not give her a reply...as i was not at all tired....so i juz acted tired n gave her a smile...n told her tt i watch tv last night then veri tired....she said tt i looked kind of tired recently...n asked if i was studyin too hard....but she did not noe tt recently i was so bothered wif u.....tt i hardly had any xing qing to study or do anything....donno how i'm gonna take my exam....although i'm worried..but i could not make myself to study.....donno wat to do....now..i dread goin to assembly n stuff like tt cause i will get to see U...n i will slowly turn sad....juz by seeing u.....i donno wats wrong wif me lah....watever it is...i will try my veri best to study de.....