hey ppl....been a long time...veri long time....after o's le....then think can enjoy life??no idea lah....anywae...i think i walk out of this thing le....although sumtimes still will feel strange....but alot alot better.....ever since i got scolded by sumone....realli wanna thank you...kw....u hlp me walk out.....anywae....juz wanna get a job now....n get money to get the things i want.....juz leave the past behide..rite....tough to do but haf to do it.....now i am closer to the friends i knew during my lower sec years....oso donno y....maybe the both of them leave me n i got to be closer to the other friends.....? not to sae the both of them affected me or wat.....but its juz gd lah....to be able to gain sumthing out of this.....this wae....think my pain is lessen....lalalalala....anywae....now veri scared to take 198 n 157....go pass there....haiyo....veri veri strange the feeling...but nvm...will overcome de....canot avoid tt two buses de.....lol.....now currently waiting for job...lalala....veri diff to find ah....now then i noe....oso donno if i can endure the hardship in the job not...lol.....juz try lah.....for my saxophone....for my shoes....for my...every wants lah.....thinking to take up saxophone exams.....can do it de lah...but first.....its the instrument tt i need....lalala....tts y muz find job.....recently like quite alot of things happen....but i chose to remain neutral....donno if tts rite....but i juz don wanna take sides....
i found out sumthing....sumbody set up anti- ( tt monkey or gorilla) de acnt...lol....so happi when kana added....wahahahah.....yeah~....finally sumone else share the same view as me bout her...i mean it...wahahha....so happi......so happi....whee~....(like veri childish hoh).....anywae...oso don hate her tt much lah...juz tt its a habit in me liao....wahahha....paiseh hoh...too bad its my habit le...lol.....think can change lah...but need alot of time...u slowly wait loh...maybe tt dae wil come...lol...aiyah...watever lah....hu cares...don wanna be bothered bout u liao lah.......signing off....now my ie ok le....shld be goin to update quite regularly......remember to come back see more entry hoh.....byez~