found a new job....work for f&n de...by rite shld be todae start work....but tt person haven call me yet...so cant go to work....unsure....whether i can work not....cause i realli nd money......as for my savings...i spent it for my new year's clothing le....this year my parents not giving me money to buy clothes le....cause i working....they oso veri piss off wif me cause i alwaes go out n stay outside recently....i donno wat to sae when my dad had a tok wif me...i juz choose to be quiet so as to avoid all the conflicts....i juz nodded my head to watever he said.....hmm...been rotting at home for quite a long time...i wan to work...so tt can take my mind off everything....no nd to think about anything.....decided to gif up le....no hope le....i tried all waes to be back together like we were in the past but it was useless....it takes two hands to clap...since u r unwilling...then i can onli force myself to gif up....but like wat i sae in my last entry...i will nv forget all the times together de.....byez~.....................
"zhai jian le........"