hmm....i'm not sure of my feelings.....issit real this time....or issit same as wat happen last time....donno....but juz hope tt its true n final this veri last time....feeling fraustrated.....quarreled wif my mum regarding money again.....piss off......i juz wanna persue my intersest...y muz u stop me....i earned the money on my own.....think i'm juz gonna proceed on wif my goal...don care so much le...at most quarrel again after i get my saxophone....watever....juz want my life to be plain sailing....like my sec 3 life...easi n smooth.............