not feeling veri gd this few daes....cause i retold wat had happen to me to my best friend...n sort of cant put it behide again....need time again...i'm so weak....even when i'm quitting my job....i was so sad....cause i noe they will haf a hard time if i leave juz like tt....but i was determined to go against wat my heart tells me to do....cause i noe tt i alwaes put the feelings of others b4 my own interest.....hmm....depressed...gonna get back my things from u soon...so...think we are not gonna be in contact wif each other anymore....gd bye....i will not forget....i will keep all the time spend together in my memory.....even till the dae i die...i will not forget the gd memory we had.....although it sounds abit wierd....but i'm veri positive i will nv forget this.....by asking damian to get for me the books....it seems like i'm avoiding....but i realli don haf the courage to face another set back.....cause it took a veri long time b4 i'm feeling ok....i realli don wanna risk getting hurt anymore.....u can call me a turtle or watever......but i juz wanna protect myself.....how i wish all this did not happen to me.....i wan a simple life...........without any sorrow or wat so ever.......................................