hmm....wat shld i update on..........i got alot of books recently....to fill up my boring life....lalala.....i finally got hold of dan brown's deception point.....wahahha.......and loads of books from the sch's library.....wahahhaa.....one of the books was called "Matter of Life and Death".....it supposedly tells me wat happens to me after i die.....after reading half of it......i fell aslp....and i had the most realistic dream i ever had in my life....it was oso the first so called "nightmare" i had tt actually wakes me up.....i dream tt i had aids and was gonna die.....the wierd thing was....i don remember having sex or anything......lol.....and the problem wif the dream tt makes it so real was tt b4 this dream.....i had another dream......the way i ended this first dream was by waking up in the second dream which was the one tt i died.......its damn scary and realistic......when i woke up from tt dream i was actually perspiring and breathing veri fast......it was the first time i ever had such feelings after a dream.....lol.....seems like my greatest fear wasnt ghost or monsters but death...........lalalala.......tts all for this update................